Scott Handler is an egotistical middle-aged painter who lives on a generous trust fund and resides in a loft overlooking Boston's Charles River. After a mild nervous breakdown, he paints a masterpiece called "Every Woman," which the critics claimed to be the Mona Lisa of the twenty-first century.
Scott lives for the limelight and in some ways honors "Every Woman" too intensely, at times thinking of the painting as if it were made of flesh. Fire threatens to destroy his masterpiece the night before it is ready to be hung in the Boston Museum of Fine Arts. He is able to rescue the painting from harm but gives up far too much in order to save it. Soon after the fire, Scott realizes his mistake and is thrown into a whirwind of terror beyond his imagination.
Warning: This story contains violence and adult situations.
Excerpt
"Every Woman" and I reached a creative, egotistical, intellectual climax. Finally, finally, we were going to be famous.
I would not give up my accomplishment for anything, for anyone, and a human life became less important than my masterpiece.
Most would say I played the wrong hand and that the Joker card's smile seduced me. Certain cards in life are dealt to all of us. Some cards we are stuck with at birth and other cards we choose whether to play or fold. Let me tell you right now, that at one time or another in life, the Joker will smile as he deals you a card, just as he did to me. It'll be your decision and yours alone whether or not you touch the Joker's card, slide it towards you, and pull it near your heart.
The Joker is evil, and if you stare at his face long enough you'll see what I mean, and you'll learn that his unsettling grin could promise to give you unexpected fame as it did for me. Maybe it's in the form of stock options, land, a nauseating amount of money, or a lover who has a stomach so flat you could balance a tray on it.
The Joker card could end up killing you and he'll keep smiling as he takes a bite from your heart and spits it out, because what he's after is your soul--and he will get it.
You'll be eaten alive, just as I was.
I was so in love with my work that I began to think of Grace as non-human and that my painting was made of flesh. Few people in this crammed planet enter the spectrum I was part of--the height of satisfaction.
There's no crystal vase you can buy with enough sparkle, no amount of stock with enough potential, and no home beautiful enough to fill that empty room inside your heart when you have to admit to yourself that you spent too much time fussing with your lawn or too much time at the mall.
If I lost control of rational thought, it was my own choice, and I didn't feel sorry about it then.
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